Cicada
buzz
cuts
through
still
sticky
air
plop
plop
the first
drops
fall
thunder
rumbles
warning
of storms
to come
When I was
a child
we lived
near the sea
Little me
would
run
to meet the waves
darting
like the pipers
that ran beside me
The water
left ripples
in the sand
shaped like
these clouds
My upside down
sea
in the sky
I carried
the earth
home
to make
a sky garden
and the earth
gave me
green
and the green
gave me
sunshine
in its cells
The trees
sigh
and
the flowers
sag
There is
a rosy cast
to the
cloudless sky
as if the air
is blushing
from the heat
Something
feels
caught
wedged
under my heart
crowding
my lungs
I can't reach it
Watching
wears me
Only time
might
tear it away
or maybe
gently
wash it
free
Looking for
the metaphor
the weed
that cracked
the pavement
the line
of flying geese
two
by ten
new spruce cone
so green
flower puff
so white
waning moon
hazy sun
What do I see
What do you see
Nature
should not
mean
but
be
Would I
wish away
the clouds
Instead
Why not
erase
every trace
of us
the tame grass
the nonnative trees
the buildings
roofs peeling
in the sun
Erase me too
Until nothing
is left
but
that which is
harmless
Am I racing
the storm
grumbling softly
to the northwest
or the storm
inside
Is the static
electricity
sending shocks
beneath my skin
in the air
or crackling
across my synapses
Home ahead
of the rain
I look
over my shoulder
something
humming
in the wind
Lady Sun
rising
Face ablaze
tinting
smoky skies
golden
Sister Moon
serene
bows in the West
then slips
away
This blue
a blanket
to wrap
around
anxiety
to bind up
brokenness
to lay out
and sleep
afloat
in a meadow
of wildflowers
and dreams
What if I'm
not drowning
What if
the current
isn't too strong
What if I
stopped fighting
What if I find
the momentary eddy
the mossy rock
What if I rest
then resume
swimming